Fallen, Sorry my mistake, I wasn't sure if this would be considered a follow up post ,due to the time that had elapsed between. I am a mom/housewife of 55 years old, what job am i going to get in this economy etc., other then babysitting?my daughter goes to school and I babysit, here, in my home of 18 years. His employment left him away from home most of the time, now he has no daily life business, as far as i am concerened, that he can't take somewhere else (his parents live across town).He also has a higher income then me by a far shot, although he is on long term disability But we have no where close to go. Now I'm in the midst of doing something that i should have done along time ago and I am dealing with an unstable man and I have been advised to go to another place, for mine and my family's safety. I dont have time to dwell on the past because the road has come to an end here.. So, please, forgive me for being alittle scared, confused, flustered etc.. He left here Sunday, he said for a week. He has $16,000 in the savings account he refuses to use + $500,000 in another one, and left me with barely any money. I have run out of Dog and Cat food and other stuff I've never run out of. so I pawned a $2000.00 guitar (which he can get back as soon as he returns). I on the other hand, don't have money to retain counsel and need to either run away or get a restraining order I can't get, without legal counsel. This isn't going to be easy and I'm done thinking things will get better and I'm done worrying about him and I'm really scared we will end up on the evening news. DD